No! [ Her expression twists and she lets out a frustrated, heavy breath, shaking her head to put emphasis on it. ] That's the last thing any of us wants to do.

[ Aaand she steps forward angrily with that, like she means to walk away, but then spins back around, glaring fire at the ground, then back up at Zack's face. ]

We ran. Trying to find another way: removing our Brands... something. Anything it took to save Cocoon... [ She pauses again, looking strained- yeah, having now done what she's about to say indeed makes it harder to voice. ] Even if it meant waiting for time to run out; turning Cie'th without ever going back.